Wednesday, August 8, 2007 ♥
Here is the second part of the story in Zoey's blog:) I'm putting it in my blog for her..Second part
I left New York feeling that I did the right thing. Before I left on the flight, he came running out of nowhere and said his good-byes and how he was very happy to see me. I came home and just tried to forget about what went on in New York. I had to go on with my life. As the years went on, we wrote to each other on what was going on and how he had missed talking to me. On one occasion he never wrote back to me at all. I was getting worried as to why he hadn't written anything for a long time after I had already written 6 letters to him. Well, just when everything seemed hopeless and sad in my life, I got a note that said: "meet me at the fence where we used to talk about things". I went and saw him there. I was happy to see him, but he was broken-hearted and sad inside. We hugged until we couldn't breathe anymore.
Then he told me about the divorce and why he hadn't written for a long time. He cried until he couldn't cry anymore. Finally, we went back to the house and talked and laughed about what I had been going and to catch up on old times. But in all of this, I couldn't tell him how I felt about him. In the days that followed, he had fun and forgot about all his problem and his divorce. I fell in love again with him. When it came time for him to leave back to New York, I went to see him off and cried. I hated to see him leave. He promised to see me every time he could get a vacation. I couldn't wait for him to come so I could be with him. We would always have fun when we were together.
One day he didn't show up like he said he would. I figured that he might have been busy. The days turned into months and I just forgot about it. Then I got a call one day from a lawyer in New York. The lawyer said that he had died in a car accident going to the airport. And that it took this long till everything was settled. It broke my heart. I was shocked about what took place. Now I knew why he didn't come that day. Again, I was broken-hearted. I cried that night, cried tears of sadness and heartache. Asking questions why did this happen to a kind guy like him?
i gathered my things and went to New York for the reading of his will. Of course, things were given to his family and his ex-wife. I finally got to meet her since the last time we met at the wedding. She explained to me how he was and how he always provided. But he was always unhappy. She would always try everything but she couldn't get him happy, as he was that night at their wedding. When the will was read, the one thing that was given to me was a diary. It was a diary that of his life. I cried as it was given to me. I didn't know what to think. Why was this given to me? I took it and flew back to California. As I flew on the plane I remembered the good times that we had together. I started reading the diary and what was written.
The diary was started with the day we first met. I read on till I started to cry. The diary told of him saying that he had fallen in love with me that day I was broken-hearted. But he was too afraid to tell me what he had felt. That is why he was so quiet and liked to listen to me. It told of how he wanted to tell me so many times, but was too afraid to say anything. It told of when he went to New York and fell in love with another. How the happiest time he had was seeing me and dancing with me at the wedding. He said he imagined it was our wedding. How he was always unhappy till he had no choice but to divorce his wife. How the best time in his life was to read the letters written to him by me. Finally, the diary ended when it said, "today I will tell her I love her". It was the day he was killed. The day I was going to finally find out what was really in his heart.
♥remembered yesterday @ 6:06 AM
Tuesday, August 7, 2007 ♥
EMBARRASING STORY
Well when i was back in the 10th grade, i was in the school cafeteria carrying my lunch tray, chatting away to my mates and of course not looking where i was walking. Now in my school we had to wear uniform so i had a very short skirt and very high heels on (everyone did! lol) and this did not help what was about to happen. Anyway, as i walked round the corner of one of the tables i made the mistake of stepping on a freshly peeled banana skin! (omg indeed!) So of course this being the day with my shortest skirt and highest (no grip) heels, i slipped up and landed flat on my face on the floor of the cafeteria. Unfortunatly for me i landed in a puddle of spilt baked beans (eww) and went sliding along the floor, ending up with my face going straight into my chocolate pudding dessert! Both my legs were pointing up in the air and everyone could see up my skirt *cringe*, and to cap it all off, everyone was laughing their heads off, and there was me lying there with my face covered all over in icky brown goo, and my blouse covered in icky tomato sauce! So embarassing! -Natasha,california
OK......that was not so embarrasing as i did not really have time to actually look for one extremely embarrasing one soo.....TATA.gtg...bye:)
♥remembered yesterday @ 8:53 PM
