Tuesday, September 18, 2007 ♥
Hello:)
You know...i have this friend.She is no longer who she used to be.Either she has changed..or i have seen her as another person.She seems like she just...i don't know what to say.It actually breaks my heart seeing her like how she is now.And i'm not talking about Aliyah.I can STAND aliyah.She's ok to deal with.I don't mind her with her other friends.Plus why should i mind?We've ben best friends since Primary 1.If something was wrong with her..or me,our friendship would have soured in like 1 or 2 years.But it didn't.We're still best friends.Ok...now back to my other friend.Seriously i wonder,is it me or is it her?Sometimes she acts like i'm not there.Acts like she can abandon me and hope i understand and expect me to say 'its okay...i understand.Oh and anyway,If you want to do it again,its okay...i don't mind'.Yeah righhtt....Once while were walking,her friend came up to us and started chatting.Then i asked my friend to follow me take my bag from the canteen.Half-way there,i noticed it was very quiet.I turned around and realised she was not there.I knew it.She was too busy with her friend to actually realise i was there.I know she heard me because she said ok,she would follow me.Now i can't even stand being in the same room together with her.Now..i wish she just wouldn't be around.How upsetting is that?She seems to be over-reacting EVERYTIME.Every now and then,i would roll my yes at her when she's not looking.I don't know...maybe its just that we are not meant to be friends?Oh well....
♥remembered yesterday @ 3:10 AM
